it depends on the people who tell me stuff it depends on what they say ,i usually don’t care about opinions or stupid comments as they eventually go away. sure we all have our insecurities but mine will be unnamed.

i do live my life each and everyday no stop sign hitting me in the face, although i feel as if it shouldn’t matter whether your black or white tall or short in the end were all people . were just bits and pieces on flat land

why does it matter how people see you or think you should act?

why do we care about those who judge us when they don’t give a damn about us ?

if your happy be happy

if you love someone for who they are

if you wanna be whatever you want

than fuck everyone else and do what you want, love who you want , and Just be YOU!

i could write a whole essay about you on here and you still wouldn’t get it , Dont You See im a heartbreaker.Your Not suppose to fall for me i guess its cause i fall for the wrong person each time , somehow the right person for me doesnt cross my mind sometimes i think like do i even want somebody,and the answear is no!for once i would just liek for someone to want me .because in the end things wouldnt be so hard , im not like most guys

truth is

i think i get scared and thats all it is

So many lovers in my life , its all confusing & no one really understands some in the past some right now. its not that i cant make up my mind its just its hard to fight the feelings you get in my case each one is unique and has something the other doesnt its like flavors.

and i havent picked my favorite .

its just a part of my life i don’t really talk about because expressing how i feel about each person so many people are quick to judge so id rather keep my mouth closed and just handle it on my own a few words of advice is nice once in a while but not all the time.

i have made a few mistakes but i want to make a bit more.

even if its for one night ,or two days

i love mistakes they are life lessons and unfortunately some people in my head will be a mistake thats why they remain there.and not in my bed

it’s sad how your the only person i won’t think of hurting you in any way , but yet you do these stupid things that make me say WTF! & if i were to do what you do . Id be dead by now

i don’t get how some people today Complain about their situation but wont bother to change it but who am i to speak , right?

i mean i walk around like everything is so perfect and happy and it’s not. I hate the fact that im always being your inspiration i don’t want to be that friend because when i inspire you a little piece of me just deteriorates and goes away and what used to be fun is now boring and pathetic.You Murder my dreams

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as for the family that struggles with everything it’s getting to the point where i just don’t care. my real family is inside the house i live in.walking by many cousins i feel there whispered conversations about us and what were going threw & its just all too much already this should of been done with along time ago and its still going strong because of the bitch who ruined most of what used to be my everything

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as for everything else in the next year that’s all gonna be behind me.im tired of wishful thinking and falling for the wrong person or the right person at the wrong time.and alot more

Next year won’t be my year but i wish i could go back to the summer of 06’

when things didn’t matter and life made sense